Unfortunately, it is not an illness that ails me, but my school. I am spending everyday with these same people. All of them are idiots. They all treat sports as something to idolize. They all think that they have some value in their life when all they do is idolize idiots, get high and gangbang. People disgust me. I am ready to leave this place. It does not move me anymore. It does not interest me. It does not suit me. This place can go to hell, and I will not care if I never see anyone from here again.
I am by no means nostalgic. I don't think of things as memorible. Nothing in my life has happened that I feel is worthy of note. Not even my lung collapsing is interesting.
Some days I just want to envelope a hedonistic lifestyle, screw everyone. Not having to think about anyones feelings, problems etc.
Fuck this place.
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Most life at a mundane, same place is like that. I wish you luck getting out.
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